Matilda83
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I have always had very sensitive nipples but just recently discovered I could orgasm from them. I really need to write down everything . I need to share my experiences. I am 43 year old married woman. I have two son's. I am a fairly "robust" woman. I have a healthy figure. I am 6 foot tall and i have a very large breasts , side hips and big butt. They make me look huge. I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the "lucky ones" that's never had her boobs or butt grabbed, touched, or jiggled before i met this small weird woman Deb. I’m too intimidating. Probably because of my social status, my size and my bitch resting face. I apparently intimidated a lot of people which discouraged harassment.
I often feel powerful and confident, thought sometimes I feel like I can be accidentally intimidating (I’m 6 foot tall”). I’ve learned to be a little extra friendly or goofy with new people so they don’t get that impression.
When I’m feeling low self esteem sometimes I feel too big, and get very self conscious about being larger than other women. But usually I can get out of that headspace by putting on a badass outfit that only a very tall statuesque woman could pull off.
My husband is a successful businessman. I come from old money. I grew up rich. I admit that i am used to a lot of money and expensive things because of this. I am dressing up everywhere (even for grocery shopping ). The whole shebang, satin/leather/shiny pants/skirts, satin/silk blouses, pantyhose, shapewear, high heels, full make up on, be it morning, noon or evening.
Most of my outfits are well-coordinated in terms of color
I love my style and get lots of compliments on my clothes. . My clothing makes me stick out like a sore thumb. I am always dressed up to the max, on high heels, full make up on.
However, some acquaintances think I overdress for daily activities.
On the other hand I feel confident this way, so i don't want to dress down .
I am extremely arrogant. And I mean in-your-face arrogant. I literally think i'm amazing and I can do anything I want. Other women seem to either hate me or go out of their way to compete with me. Politically, I am a Republican. I have a very difficult time making females friends. One of my former female friends blocked me unexpectedly, even though she owes me money. Interestingly, she didn't block my husband and makes payments to him. When I asked her why she blocked me, she just ignored me. .
About two years ago my husband started having difficulty maintaining an erection. At first I didn’t think much of it because he always had an excuse like, “I drank too much”, “the condom was too uncomfortable”, “I got distracted by (blank)”. It was happening about half of time we had sex and I started to get frustrated about it because he would never seek help or see a doctor. We then ended up having a dead bedroom for months on end, the longest lasting about a year.
About six weeks ago this neighborhood 83 year old woman Ann hired this skinny really short like 5 ft 3 kinda creepy eyes thin lips haired with Chin-Length haircut Native American woman lets call her Deb in her late 40s as a caretaker. Two weeks ago we organized this women in wine party at this wine party for Ann. I arrived there. I was wearing a red long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into tight red satin pants and 5 inch red shoes. I had full make up on. I walked up to Ann and started chatting with her.
Ann introduced her caretaker Deb to me.
Then this small woman Deb said to me
"You are a big woman
You certainly stand above us like Gulliver among Lilliputians.." Then she took my hand and started rubbing it in while chattering at me. That would have been okay but she kept doing it for several minutes while I grew steadily more uncomfortable, rubbing my hand and keeping eye contact. Finally she babbled a "gotta go" and walked to the bathroom. Harmless, but discomforting..
I commented that this caretaker Deb is creepy and kinda scary to me. Ann told me that her caretaker Deb spent 7 years in prison from 2003 until 2010 for attempted murder . She stabbed a guy at a gas station in North Dakota in December 2003. About 20 minutes later i just stood there chatting with these women and this caretaker Deb walked up to me and squeezed my breast and said, "your breast is very big". I was shocked, flabbergasted and disgusted. I froze and didn't know what to do.
I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the lucky ones that's never had her boobs grabbed, touched, or jiggled before. My lack of familiarity with this type of situation was not just limited to being groped either, as so far i had no involvement with lesbians at all.
It was just awkward. About 10 minutes later Deb grabbed my butt as I was walking by.
About 5/6 minutes later Deb came up behind me and honked both of my boobs. About 10 mites later Deb kind of tapped my boob as I passed by and said they’re nice. I was in shock from that and said thanks?
I always pictured fighting and getting angry too, but when I was actually in that position, I totally froze. I didn't know what to do, I was in shock.
About 5/6 minutes later i was standing in the hallway checking my phone this small woman Deb just came up to me and slapped my ass.
The she crossed her arms over my chest and held one nipple in each hand through the blouse and bra.
I could feel her entire body behind me in addition to the attention she was giving my nipples. I could feel her face behind my back, and I felt so enveloped. In this position, she generally played with my boobs, with no real direct nipple stimulation.
She varied his pressures between light and maybe a medium level of squeezing/playing of my entire breast area. Surprisingly my nipples began to harden under her palms. Eventually, she worked her way to my erect nipples. She would brush her fingers around my entire areola through the blouse and bra, and occasionally give them light pinches. Her pinches would also vary in pressure and speed.
By this time, I was quite turned on. My breath quickened, I could feel myself getting wet between my legs, and little moans were escaping my mouth.
A thing that she did that really increased my pleasure levels was this alternation of direct/indirect boob and nipple stimulation. At this point, once I she knew I was good and turned on, she would flatten her hand out and grab/ message my boobs. After maybe 20-30 seconds of this, she would return to direct nipple stimulation of variations of pinching the nipple directly. My back would arch, my breath became heavier, and more moans left me. After maybe 30 seconds of that, she would return to the indirect breast squeezing.
After about maybe 7 or 8 alternations of this, I was on a total high. Everything around me felt so good; her arms around me, her face against my back, the nipple play. Women were passing by. Some of the women were staring, then averting their eyes at the incongruous scene, the massive tall woman standing still, letting the small skinny woman to fondle her all over.
At this point, I was feeling that familiar building of energy in my body. My back arched, and my body felt so damn good. My breath was catching as I exhaled. When I have a clitoral orgasm, I sometimes do this little convulsion thing with my back, and this began to happen. I road this high feeling for as long as it lasted. Eventually, the high passed and my nipples slowly began to have this spent feeling, like they were feeling overstimulated. She kind of intuitively slowed down her pace on my nipples as well as my breath slowed down. We both slowed even further as I took in this amazing experience.
This neighborhood woman saw this happening . She came up and asked if i need a ride home I said “yes.” & she pushed Deb off of me, i left with my neighbor .
The next day Deb sent me tons of hardcore photos of herself with some really nasty sexual messages. I felt so awkward that I tried to laugh it off. Told me I needed to be having sex with her and she couldn’t believe I chose dick instead. Demanded that I send illicit photos. It was WILD. She would not stop trying to convert me to lesbianism while asking me to be her girlfriend.
She said that she need to grope me. That she can't control her hands around me. I compromised with her. I reluctantly agreed and let her. Stupidly i allowed her to grope me in public through clothes all she wants, as long as she is not trying to kiss me, undress me or try to have sex with me.
I often feel powerful and confident, thought sometimes I feel like I can be accidentally intimidating (I’m 6 foot tall”). I’ve learned to be a little extra friendly or goofy with new people so they don’t get that impression.
When I’m feeling low self esteem sometimes I feel too big, and get very self conscious about being larger than other women. But usually I can get out of that headspace by putting on a badass outfit that only a very tall statuesque woman could pull off.
My husband is a successful businessman. I come from old money. I grew up rich. I admit that i am used to a lot of money and expensive things because of this. I am dressing up everywhere (even for grocery shopping ). The whole shebang, satin/leather/shiny pants/skirts, satin/silk blouses, pantyhose, shapewear, high heels, full make up on, be it morning, noon or evening.
Most of my outfits are well-coordinated in terms of color
I love my style and get lots of compliments on my clothes. . My clothing makes me stick out like a sore thumb. I am always dressed up to the max, on high heels, full make up on.
However, some acquaintances think I overdress for daily activities.
On the other hand I feel confident this way, so i don't want to dress down .
I am extremely arrogant. And I mean in-your-face arrogant. I literally think i'm amazing and I can do anything I want. Other women seem to either hate me or go out of their way to compete with me. Politically, I am a Republican. I have a very difficult time making females friends. One of my former female friends blocked me unexpectedly, even though she owes me money. Interestingly, she didn't block my husband and makes payments to him. When I asked her why she blocked me, she just ignored me. .
About two years ago my husband started having difficulty maintaining an erection. At first I didn’t think much of it because he always had an excuse like, “I drank too much”, “the condom was too uncomfortable”, “I got distracted by (blank)”. It was happening about half of time we had sex and I started to get frustrated about it because he would never seek help or see a doctor. We then ended up having a dead bedroom for months on end, the longest lasting about a year.
About six weeks ago this neighborhood 83 year old woman Ann hired this skinny really short like 5 ft 3 kinda creepy eyes thin lips haired with Chin-Length haircut Native American woman lets call her Deb in her late 40s as a caretaker. Two weeks ago we organized this women in wine party at this wine party for Ann. I arrived there. I was wearing a red long sleeve satin blouse buttoned up to the top tucked into tight red satin pants and 5 inch red shoes. I had full make up on. I walked up to Ann and started chatting with her.
Ann introduced her caretaker Deb to me.
Then this small woman Deb said to me
"You are a big woman
You certainly stand above us like Gulliver among Lilliputians.." Then she took my hand and started rubbing it in while chattering at me. That would have been okay but she kept doing it for several minutes while I grew steadily more uncomfortable, rubbing my hand and keeping eye contact. Finally she babbled a "gotta go" and walked to the bathroom. Harmless, but discomforting..
I commented that this caretaker Deb is creepy and kinda scary to me. Ann told me that her caretaker Deb spent 7 years in prison from 2003 until 2010 for attempted murder . She stabbed a guy at a gas station in North Dakota in December 2003. About 20 minutes later i just stood there chatting with these women and this caretaker Deb walked up to me and squeezed my breast and said, "your breast is very big". I was shocked, flabbergasted and disgusted. I froze and didn't know what to do.
I've always had big boobs. I easily had the largest chest in my high school. But I was one of the lucky ones that's never had her boobs grabbed, touched, or jiggled before. My lack of familiarity with this type of situation was not just limited to being groped either, as so far i had no involvement with lesbians at all.
It was just awkward. About 10 minutes later Deb grabbed my butt as I was walking by.
About 5/6 minutes later Deb came up behind me and honked both of my boobs. About 10 mites later Deb kind of tapped my boob as I passed by and said they’re nice. I was in shock from that and said thanks?
I always pictured fighting and getting angry too, but when I was actually in that position, I totally froze. I didn't know what to do, I was in shock.
About 5/6 minutes later i was standing in the hallway checking my phone this small woman Deb just came up to me and slapped my ass.
The she crossed her arms over my chest and held one nipple in each hand through the blouse and bra.
I could feel her entire body behind me in addition to the attention she was giving my nipples. I could feel her face behind my back, and I felt so enveloped. In this position, she generally played with my boobs, with no real direct nipple stimulation.
She varied his pressures between light and maybe a medium level of squeezing/playing of my entire breast area. Surprisingly my nipples began to harden under her palms. Eventually, she worked her way to my erect nipples. She would brush her fingers around my entire areola through the blouse and bra, and occasionally give them light pinches. Her pinches would also vary in pressure and speed.
By this time, I was quite turned on. My breath quickened, I could feel myself getting wet between my legs, and little moans were escaping my mouth.
A thing that she did that really increased my pleasure levels was this alternation of direct/indirect boob and nipple stimulation. At this point, once I she knew I was good and turned on, she would flatten her hand out and grab/ message my boobs. After maybe 20-30 seconds of this, she would return to direct nipple stimulation of variations of pinching the nipple directly. My back would arch, my breath became heavier, and more moans left me. After maybe 30 seconds of that, she would return to the indirect breast squeezing.
After about maybe 7 or 8 alternations of this, I was on a total high. Everything around me felt so good; her arms around me, her face against my back, the nipple play. Women were passing by. Some of the women were staring, then averting their eyes at the incongruous scene, the massive tall woman standing still, letting the small skinny woman to fondle her all over.
At this point, I was feeling that familiar building of energy in my body. My back arched, and my body felt so damn good. My breath was catching as I exhaled. When I have a clitoral orgasm, I sometimes do this little convulsion thing with my back, and this began to happen. I road this high feeling for as long as it lasted. Eventually, the high passed and my nipples slowly began to have this spent feeling, like they were feeling overstimulated. She kind of intuitively slowed down her pace on my nipples as well as my breath slowed down. We both slowed even further as I took in this amazing experience.
This neighborhood woman saw this happening . She came up and asked if i need a ride home I said “yes.” & she pushed Deb off of me, i left with my neighbor .
The next day Deb sent me tons of hardcore photos of herself with some really nasty sexual messages. I felt so awkward that I tried to laugh it off. Told me I needed to be having sex with her and she couldn’t believe I chose dick instead. Demanded that I send illicit photos. It was WILD. She would not stop trying to convert me to lesbianism while asking me to be her girlfriend.
She said that she need to grope me. That she can't control her hands around me. I compromised with her. I reluctantly agreed and let her. Stupidly i allowed her to grope me in public through clothes all she wants, as long as she is not trying to kiss me, undress me or try to have sex with me.