uvula
Active Member
Sooo my second internals r over and im practically puking out rainbows like a leprechaun rn
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And then like all amazing dyslexic geniuses i got an idea...I shud prolly do it again. like RIGHT???
I shud I totally shud.
And I can not ABSOLUTELY afford to make the dumb mistakes again sooo I think...maybe a year of cutting myself off it was more than enough.
I have to make this whole planning thingthingy and then I need infinite patience and THEN I need to find the perfect song.
cuz like" WHAT ARE WE WITHOUT OUR PLAYLISTS? "
"uhhh homo sapie-"
"NO STFU... NOTHING! "
THE TIMING cudnt possibly be better. im like least "somebody end me" this time of the year and im planning on this whole reverse mind engineering experiment where i am going to try and program my brain to crave pleasure when im happy and not when I am borderline depressed ( which is how it is rn).
And since I have zero essay writing skills i forgot to say what I was tryna do.
️self bondage
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and I found a song but idk if it works. like too many things going on....cupid by dysmn. literally if anybody has a better choice of songs that u wud personally listen to while contemplating the dumb decisions u made to end up flailing like a fish (looking like an idiot) 2 feet from ur bunk bed. why bunk bed????
I saw a grasshopper there once and I tried getting rid of it but it totally camaflouged. wait....what was i talking abt?
And then like all amazing dyslexic geniuses i got an idea...I shud prolly do it again. like RIGHT???
I shud I totally shud.
And I can not ABSOLUTELY afford to make the dumb mistakes again sooo I think...maybe a year of cutting myself off it was more than enough.
I have to make this whole planning thingthingy and then I need infinite patience and THEN I need to find the perfect song.
cuz like" WHAT ARE WE WITHOUT OUR PLAYLISTS? "
"uhhh homo sapie-"
"NO STFU... NOTHING! "
THE TIMING cudnt possibly be better. im like least "somebody end me" this time of the year and im planning on this whole reverse mind engineering experiment where i am going to try and program my brain to crave pleasure when im happy and not when I am borderline depressed ( which is how it is rn).
And since I have zero essay writing skills i forgot to say what I was tryna do.
and I found a song but idk if it works. like too many things going on....cupid by dysmn. literally if anybody has a better choice of songs that u wud personally listen to while contemplating the dumb decisions u made to end up flailing like a fish (looking like an idiot) 2 feet from ur bunk bed. why bunk bed????
I saw a grasshopper there once and I tried getting rid of it but it totally camaflouged. wait....what was i talking abt?